saddnessinmyeyes

well i lost my kids to dss for some disfunctional shit and i just got out of rehab again now im schyzo active.....o well im gonna keep it up and try to do my best is all i can say..losss of words when u fall and getting back up is the problem......

Lost again ....Not knowing where to turn. The sun shines and Janis playin in the background .A fifth of whiskey between my legs while i sit and reminise on the times when i did smile. Never promised a happy day :blank stare: but wish i would have one. Times rolled out like waves but only memories  in my daydreams..."Time keeps on slippin into the future" .......................................................................................... ~depressedsmile (https://www.deviantart.com/depressedsmile) :iconxmansonx: :iconNietzschesErbe: :icondarklylit: :icondarkvein: :iconavry: :iconmorgu3: :iconsubtronik: :iconArmorFelix2001: :iconfreakyhedgehog: :iconinnervamp: :iconsi

Reading _ Memnoch The Devil...... Music in Bakground_...Manson Mood_...Confused as always Task of the Day_....To smile What i really want_.....( U know who u are...)_______________Fmily (https://www.deviantart.com/mily) & GREAT ARTIST________________ ~depressedsmile (https://www.deviantart.com/depressedsmile) :iconxmansonx: :iconNietzschesErbe: :icondarklylit: :icondarkvein: :iconrockisdeadclxvi: :iconavry: :iconmorgu3: :iconsubtronik: :iconArmorFelix2001: :iconNocturnedesires: :iconfreakyhedgehog: :iconinnervamp: :iconsinistra: :iconShadowValue: :iconannimatedcarcass: :iconassunder: :iconinsaneone: :iconCraigavonite: :iconrejecttemptation: _____________Group I am honored to be in :worship:     :ico